How I wish to feel inlove BUT now... how come I feel like backing off... 

I don't know what to do. I'm not sure of what I feel....

I really wanted to feel inlove, i mean is, the REAL One.... I was really unhappy with the past relationship I had.. So Dramatic... So Pathetic.. There's nothing good about it!... I think it's all damn FAKE.... 

I want something unexplainable... I very nice one... How come I'm so ambitious... hhahhaha... But I really wanted a nice story(love story)... The one I have to say so MAGICAL...

As of now, I feel something strange but as the days goes on, I feel like it's gonna be over..... "I quit and please I don't want to feel it"....

Simply, I'm afraid to fall inlove with the wrong person... Yes, I'm really like that... How I wish I could find the perfect guy for me (I hope there's one)...